When Imogen, a sixteen-year-old black belt in Tae Kwon Do, freezes during a holdup at a local diner, the gunman is shot and killed by the police, and she blames herself for his death. Before the shooting, she believed that her black belt made her stronger than everyone else—more responsible, more capable. But now that her sense of self has been challenged, she must rebuild her life, a process that includes redefining her relationship with her family and navigating first love with the boy who was at the diner with her during the shoot-out.
Bruised has received a *starred* review from Publishers Weekly, “offering psychological drama and an introduction to martial-arts code of behavior, the book has a meaningful message about power, control, and the internal bruises carried by victims.”
Learn more about Sarah Skilton and her inspiration behind Bruised below!
1) When did you decide you wanted to write books for young adults?
In early 2009 I joined a Young Adult book club. We met once a month and I absolutely loved the books that were selected (books by Gene Yang, Josie Bloss, Rebecca Stead, Patrick Ness, Rob Thomas, Meg Rosoff, Laurie Halse Anderson, KL Going, and MT Anderson). I think I read over 100 that year beyond the ones for the club. At the time, I was querying literary agents with an “adult” book, but I realized my newest idea was most compelling when it was told by a young protagonist, who would see the world differently from someone with more life experience. I don’t think it would’ve worked at all with an older narrator. I come from a screenwriting background—and I read scripts as my day job—so while I was mainlining so many titles I began to see similarities between screenplays and YA books. YA books tend to be fairly fast-paced and dialogue-focused, and that format really appealed to me and my writing style. That’s how BRUISED was born!
2) What is your process for getting in the teen mindset?
Luckily I kept lots of ratty old notebook journals during all four years of high school, so it wasn’t too difficult for me to transport myself to that mindset. I vividly remembered feeling helpless a lot of the time as a teenager—unable to do what I wanted when I wanted, either because of an inability to drive, or the need to ask for permission. I was a fairly quiet, well-behaved teenager but I think inside I was simmering over with emotion and occasionally anger. It’s been fun to tap into that POV with my books.
3) Tell us about your writing process. Do you have a favorite spot to write? Is there one thing you can’t write without?
I do like my coffee rituals in the morning, and I need to be surrounded by my notebook and iPhone, where I’ve inevitably jotted down or recorded thoughts when I was out and about. I tend to believe that if I forget to add something from a separate brainstorm, it wasn’t meant to be added, though.
4) Tae Kwon Do plays a big part in Bruised. How did your experience with this martial art inspire you to write the book?
I used to read X-men comics and watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer because of the strong young women who were featured. At the same time, I couldn’t get past the fact that everyone in those stories had special powers to help them fight. With Tae Kwon Do, regular people–even a scrawny girl from suburban Illinois–could learn self-defense if they trained hard enough, and I loved that. I enjoyed feeling like a real-life equivalent of a superhero, with the added bonus of honor and respect and meditation. I earned my black belt in my mid 20s, but with Bruised, I wanted to explore what having a black belt might mean when you’re very young, when you have abilities that other kids or your parents don’t have, and how that would color your view of yourself and your responsibilities. Once I’d earned my black belt, I felt enormously accomplished but also at a bit of a loss; I felt there was a still a lot I didn’t know how to do, and a lot of situations I wouldn’t necessarily be able to get out of. I didn’t want to gloss over that realization in the book.
5) Did you ever experience a moment of freezing up, like Imogen?
I’ve never encountered someone with a gun before, thank goodness, but when I was around 19 I was staying in a motel en route to college and I heard a disturbing, violent fight going on in another room. Unfortunately, I think there’s an ingrained fear of “getting involved” that can hold people back sometimes, and it almost held me back. I pushed it aside to call the cops, who barged into my room to determine where the noises were coming from. Apparently the couple was arrested and the next morning the incident was the talk of the breakfast area, according to my parents. I didn’t want to show my face.
6) I learned a lot about Tae Kwon Do while reading the story! If there’s one thing about the martial art that you want your readers to take away, what is it?
Respect for other people: other students, instructors, adults, and the art. There’s a reason we bow and keep the studio clean and remove our shoes and acknowledge the flags and tenets. It sets a tone that can help you in all aspects of life.
7) On top of the holdup, Imogen is dealing with a lot of changes with her family and friends. Do you have any advice for teens going through similar issues?
I think finding an outlet in any kind of exercise is always helpful, be it sports, riding a bike, martial arts, running . . . anything that will give you that adrenaline boost and help you sleep. I also advise talking things through with a trusted relative, teacher, friend, or therapist. That’s easier said than done, but above all, know that you’re NOT alone.
8) It’s been said before: Boys in books are better. Is Ricky based off of anyone you know?
It’s interesting because while I agree that boys in books do tend to be the best version of boys, I’ve also found that I happen to know a lot of great guys in real life. My husband, my father, and my father-in-law are three of the kindest people you’ll ever meet. I definitely drew some aspects of Ricky’s personality from my husband, but otherwise he’s an amalgamation of movie crushes and boys I’ve known throughout my life. (FYI, Ricky would be played by a younger Jay Hernandez if I were casting him.)
9) Last question: if you were to visit Hunter at the Dairy Delight, what would you order?
Heath Bar chunks in vanilla bean swirl! Unlike Imogen, I don’t mind crunching or chewing when I eat ice cream!
Bruised by Sarah Skilton (Amulet Books, 2013) is available now wherever books are sold!
Laura Mihalick is Associate Manager for Children’s Marketing & Publicity at ABRAMS.